I Miss....

I kinda.... miss taking pictures...






And I'm really being honest here... I really am starting to miss taking pictures already, and yes I still am taking pictures, but not for myself, rather it being a duty now, everyday taking pictures of the chapel speakers, maybe taking a couple of pictures for friends, and other requests... etc....

or so to say its now more of a moment where I'm taking pictures when people call me over, most with the motive to take pictures...

of course you can't say it's a bad thing, when people recognize you it's also a good thing, especially when they say that they would trust your skill when somehow deep down you feel like you still suck... but then again... I miss taking pictures la~~
I no longer have been spending time by myself, or wasting hours preparing and cleaning up room to take a certain picture to make it look nice, or rather sit down looking at the picture and wondering how could I edit it to make it look better... now it's just something to get over.... I guess you could say I'm kinda sien with it in some ways already now...

And yeah I know I have been really busy this term, with the Greek language and all especially, but I guess I have mellowed down alot too, haven't been doing a photo shoot for friends for a very very long time, I did one recently though but I'm really disappointed at myself, especially when looking at other people's pictures and seeing how much of them are now better than me... etc etc...

I don't know...
I guess my last hit picture was this one though... which was very long long long ago last year... haven't been taking anything decent recently I guess, other than the wedding last month~~
but somehow people were rather impressed with the before and after image, getting a lot of requests wondering how I did it, some even asking for a tutorial... but honestly if I told them the truth they might just flip and go like:

"Harrr?? Like that only ahhh??"

kinda embarrassing though ~~~~ but I guess it's also a good thing to have this kinda missing feeling and a longing to take pictures, hmmm.... but I'm out of ideas on where I can go to take pictures, there's just not much nice places to go already in KL, and those nice places, those cocky photographers won't tell you...

"@#$%^ I hope ur camera breaks"

Then again... I kinda thank God though, today I decided to visit back Flickr after months of not stepping into there, and looked at some of the comments I got for my pictures, and the favorites and stuff... I guess I got a little motivated already in some ways..

Especially when I came to want to look again at my idols' pictures... and wow his new pictures are just.... O.O
now I'm motivated to wanna try to photograph an ang mo girl XD
urrrgh..
then again.... now I'm kinda motivated to wanna try a new photoshoot, something I've never done before, taking a risk into something new and to try to be a little more confident....

but then again...... parent's aren't too happy about this idea... I guess it's one of the reasons why I haven't been doing any lately... -_-"

mmmm.... see how thing's go la... but yeah my hands are getting a little itch to wanna take some new pictures and try something new already... not the usual job and works I get, but something I'd like and enjoy myself...

anyone up for a shoot?~?? =]