Scared

Feeling so scared

Holiday is over, and College is starting tomorrow, and not sure what is this I'm feeling, but an overwhelming feeling of unwillingness to go back, and kinda scared to go back too... not sure why, usually I'm always kinda excited to go back to see friends, to see lecturers, etc.

Not sure why but I don't feel very normal this term, something's not right... especially worried if myself for the study part if will be able to do assignments anot, one thing also kinda worried about the E-Team I'll be leading next month, barely even practiced anything yet, and this week having a crash course with a crazy week schedule and time plus assignments in this class... oh Lord I feel like dropping it but that would be a waste...

Maybe it's also cause of the load of work I suddenly have?? Hmmm....

Oh well, it's gonna be a crazy week, but keep me in prayers k?? Something's just not right with myself these days =)

Thanks~