Are You Wanted??

urrrgh



You know in the olden west times, when you were to appear on a signboad like this, it would naturally mean that the authorities would want you dead or alive, but to make things better, death would be a more fun alternative =)

for my case?? I think it's equally deadly to use something like this in our times now...

Ahh.... for my case of being wanted is having people all around me asking me for requests, some to help them do things, to teach things, to make life easier for them.. at beginning I guess it was okay, and now I think getting a little too much attention already, especially I find it a bad thing when after making a video and they would announce that I made the video... some might find it to be a "wow great!!" experience, but for me it's an "oh no" experience, because when you announce that, it gives them the knowledge that I can do it, meaning more requests coming in...

In a way I'm thankful for God for blessing me with so much gifts and talents, but I guess with so much power too comes a whole lot of other great responsibility... that sometimes I just feel like, going somewhere far where nobody knows about me, then can live life as a normal person =)

Sure there were people telling me to learn to say no, but sometimes I too find it hard to say no, and I have myself to blame for that issue in my life -_-"

But either way, been having some time to think about these things, and somehow I've felt, not to be bragging or anything , but because I'm talented and gifted, the more it would be quite a problem already when alot more people start to rely on me and get lazy themselves.... I mean.... I started out as the type of person who is too lazy to ask for others for help, and it'll be better off for me to do it myself that to rely on others, so I begin learning about it myself.... and in the end, not the most pro person, but still not too bad.... but I don't wanna be the type of person that people would over-rely till they themselves become lazy in the end... I mean.... what if something did happen to me one day?? Would they all go haywire and crazy?? Don't know....

But I guess... to prevent such things from happening, I decided to put myself into lecturing and teaching others, and thought it may be a pain to drag myself out of my laziness and to teach, but then again.... it's better to bless others and to help them be equipped rather than you being equipped alone and solo, so that people wouldn't only need to rely on just one person, but also having lots of other options too...

I mean, I started out forcing myself to learn, and in the end I've just realize how much more gifts and talents God has given me, and I think that as others begin to do the same thing, they might even realize for themselves that they too are also well gifted and talented, maybe more talented that me, and even more pro that me~~

Which is a good thing in fact, means lesser work for me and more lazy time for myself... ahhh =)

Being wanted, a gift or a curse?? Think for yourself~~