It's A Rainy Day

There's always a rainy day some day





of course the term rainy day cause also mean a bad day.... and yes today was a bad day for me...

I'm usually the person who couldn't really care less about the things that happen in life, it'll just effect me, then I'll brush it off and continue on with my life and not thinking about it... why so??

Well this was unexpected though... since one of the office staff came to me after chapel service and her first news was to tell me that

"you failed your Greek class"

and at that moment I just literally went stun for a moment... I could've passed out I think if I wanted to.... but really for the short time during lunch I was just stunned and blanked out, and then decided to just finish up my food and go back to my room ASAP...

then I just sat down and didn't know what to do, now what's next?? with so much thoughts coming into my head... I then decided to just go out and catch a movie, since movies help me not to think and I really need to get out before I begin to shed a tear...

But my head kept on making plans what to do, where to go, etc... and while walking to the car... well news spreads fast and a number of friends then came to me asking if I was okay or not "ah crap" and they then planned then to just go out on a movie with me later to help me calm down later... wasn't my idea when I wanted to be alone... but sometimes people can be very persuasive and peer pressure can be a very powerful thing .....

So.... yeah I had time, so I decided to go home to the person that understands me best, and my best friend to help me forget everything and release stress...

no it's not my mom nor is it beer...
Kazuma Kiryu on the PS3.... ahh.. Yakuza 4... such a good stress reliever, Yakuza 3 was great but 4 is greater~~ =)

I didn't really make any progress in the story today, bur rather I just went around town showing off my power and bashing the day lights out of stupid people who are daring enough to challenge me... and man.... after knocking the day lights out of a few hundred people, it'll take the stress away instantly, better than really getting into a fight where there's sort of like a 50% chance that you might actually win... -_-"

then when it was around 4:30pm I just left the house and went back to college, because knowing that my parents would be back soon, and it'll be kinda hard to break the news to them... so best to run off, of course it won't be long till they read this post and give me a call -_-"

well... after that, and then went for movie with friends... man.... there's no nice movies... and those that I wanted to watch, then well they have watched it already.... so... what movie did we watch???
A Chinese Fairy Tale.... of course in the Malaysian version they write it as "Chinese Ghost Story" so it somehow felt scary...???? But when the movie started...
ah crap it turned out to be some odd love story -_-"

wasn't the best of the best movies... but then again the CG graphics of the HK movies now is really getting good!!! Very impressive d.....

and well.... when we came back and when I went back into my room, I found this on the table...
Mmm... Korean strawberries from KK.... at first I thought it was an initial from my lecturer but then it was one of the girls in college... mmm...

first time getting a gift from girls out of valentines day~~ =)

then again...... ahh yes I still am a little concerned about what would happen next, would I end up staying back another year? Would I end up re-doing it? All the thoughts going through my mind now... but then again... ahhhhhhhhhh.... no point getting all emo and lame, best to just look on the positive side of life... at least my PS3 still hasn't exploded yet~~ XD

either way.... I don't wanna think so much, gonna sit down and watch up my Stand Up Comedy collection and enjoy some strawberries, gonna eat and enjoy till I get an asthma attack!!!

Ahhhh...... either way keep me in prayers la as I go to ask about it, who knows??? It could be a prank my lecturer made up.... but till then... be positive and enjoy~~ =)