Sleeeepppppp

urrrrrrrrrrr.............. I wanna sleep...........................

Tired, tired tired tired tired…. Having a mixed combination between morning classes and my Christian duty too at the same time isn’t a pleasant feeling… why?? Well I guess cause having an intense course now where I’m given an assignment every day, and a huge amount of readings to finish within a week… which isn’t all THAT bad… as I said to myself…

Another thing to add on to the hard course would be the college putting me in charge of making breakfast in the morning… yes they just had to do it… in which my schedule would be

• 1. Wake up at 6am
• 2. Drag myself across the cold street to the college kitchen in the darkness of 6am
• 3. Clean up kitchen at 6am in the morning
• 4. Take care of the rat that was caught in the cage at 6am
• 5. Take out the bread it’s friends and set them on the table at 6am
• 6. Wait for the people to come and eat at 6:45am
• 7. Clean up everything at 7:15am
• 8. Go back and prepare for 8am class

Have I mentioned these were done beginning from 6am in the morning? And every day I’m honestly just falling asleep in class, bought myself 30 sweets for RM2 in the pasar malam and I think it’s barely even working for me, green tea isn’t keeping me awake too… besides, I’m not a coffee person, never loved the taste of it~ only way of survival is to survive till 10:00am where we have a 30min break and thus I’ll just pass out on the table and hopefully nobody comes to kacau me… people can get kinda dangerous when they are sleepy~

Somehow I wonder to myself everyday as I drag myself to the kitchen in 6am in the morning in the cold darkness that is this my punishment because I haven’t really been waking up faithfully at 6am in the morning for the past 4 years in college life???? I don’t know…….. but I know that my God is a sure joker and this might be another one of his ways of teaching me, or punishing me -_-

Urrrr man….not having that much time to spam my ps3 too… how I miss those days… now after 2hours I feel tired of playing already… this is bad… no time no time.. busy busy… wooooo….

Either way I think I’ve gotta be getting back to my work now, oh Lord….