You Will Be Missed

Rest in Peace Fa Zai


You know... it's times like these that surprises us and captures us by surprise... yesterday night I've received a call informing me that Fa Zai has been struck with diarrhea, a very common disease for Syrian Hamsters, then all I could do was to rush online to find what solution would be the best... not much was helpful but all I could do was to pray and believe that something could happen..

but... it wasn't long till I got an sms at 4:13 am saying that "Fa Zai pass away d 4am"

and at this point it just left me at a lost for words, what could I say? What could I do? and it's times like these you'd hit yourself because you can't find out a solution to help heal the wounds of someone you love...

Sure to some others it might be a weird situation, like wondering what's all the big fuss about a hamster? Just buy another one! And others finding it so weird to have such feelings for an animal...

Are they true?? I don't know... but this brings back memories of the time when I witness my first favorite hamster being crushed flat right in front of my face, man that was not only painful to watch, and I cried like mad at that time... sounds weird isn't it??

But I guess at times like these when we cry for something we've lost, whether it be an item, or something living, something big or something small, a person or an animal... in a way I guess it proves and shows our humanity, shows our character of compassion and love towards a certain thing... and that gives us a natural ability to show and express our love in ways we can never ever imagine, and being able to love something is truly a gift...

I don't know... But I bet that in that short moment that Fa Zai had alive, that was the best time ever of his hamster life, along with the love given by his other 5 brother and sisters, and a loving owner that never stops providing him with love each and every new day.

Love is a great thing, to love and to be love... that's a gift that all the money in the world could never match up to...

Rest in Peace Fa Zai, I'm sure we'll meet again somewhere ~