To June...

I don't usually do this... but this shall be a post dedicated to June, and a reminder to many others...

June's cat passed away recently
Sassy, one of the finest and most beautiful cat that I've ever seen before in my life...

She's a mix of a Persian + Siamese cat.. that's why she looks so unique~ also having one of the coolest attitudes a cat can have, I remember the times chatting with June years ago and she would suddenly say

"Hold it!! Have to scratch the cat!!"

Which means sassy has arrived, and jumped on her lap wanting her to give her a scratch of attention, if not she'll claw her... and if she stops and walks off... sassy will run and jump then claw herself to June's leg which is... woah...

And sometimes she would turn her webcam on and show sassy off, revealing the cocky and proud side of her cat, sometimes she'd even send me some pictures of what sassy has done, which makes me envy even more to wanna kidnap her cat =)

If you were to read June's Blog you would also understand the unique character of Sassy which makes her so special till I'd always wanna try to steal her home since the first time I've seen her~

It's already been 12 years, but she passed away due to a kidney failure... the similar event and tragedy that took my dog away from us last year
Summer, my stupid dog~

Now this is a stupid dog~ there's nothing really of what you could say about her too, other than being a stupid dog... haha I'm even siting here wondering what I could write about her... but yeah, her innocence which made her stupid, is also what that made her unique to us~

A simple greeting us by just touching us when we come home, then turn and walk away, a simple moment of coming to my room in the midnights and hiding under my blanket, a simple sense of stupidity that she can easily spoil a bad mood and turn it into a good mood, and a simple movement around the house hearing the ringing of the bell on her neck which made us realize that she's still alive.

Kidney and Liver failure took her away, it was all so sudden till most of us found it hard to accept, after being with her for so many years, she has really grown into us and has became part of us, more than a pet, more than a family member, more than a stupid dog.

Now as I go home, open the door... all I hear is perfect silence, never hearing that bell, ringing closer to me to greet me, makes me wonder where she's been, but then I realize that hey, she's gone...
You know... the things that hurt most in life isn't when you lose in a casino, it isn't when your company goes bankrupt, it isn't when you lose all your money and material stuff... sure those things are important, but mainly that which hurts the most is when you realize that something close to your heart is gone...

Some people might wonder, some might ask, some might question and be mad... in wondering why does God take our love ones from us, why do people have to die?? I too wondered why do people have to die, wouldn't it be wonderful and perfect if no one had to die??

You know what I think?? Death is something that would naturally come to each and everyone of us, death takes away those that we love, and it ain't beautiful... but I believe deeply in my heart that death isn't the end, but death is the beginning to something beautiful... death might end everything to us on earth, but it also opens the doorway for us to return home, back to the presence of our Lord, to where we truly belong... in heaven~

God didn't take my dog away from me!! But God loved my dog so much till He cannot tahan anymore, so He took her home that He might play with her~ and getting everything ready, making her look pretty, that when it's my turn to return home... there she'll be, and yet again I'll hear that familiar bell ringing as my stupid dog runs to greet me yet again for all eternity~ and that thought comforts me to smile again, knowing that I'll see her yet again... it gives me hope =)

I believe that pets go to heaven~ and I believe we'll see our lost love ones again, do you?? =)
To Sassy & Summer

We'll miss you, but we'll surely see you again soon~ have fun up there =)