An Update on My Life

Been awhile since I did some updates on my life... so... yeah shall let Cos do it for me =)

I had a weird pain in my right eye for the past few days since Friday, it didn't hurt much, just an annoying kinda pain when I close it, I think the pain is in the eyelid not the eyeball~ which makes me wonder is it cause I've been taking too much pictures and closing my right eye?? And it makes my eye a little wattery, even some problems focusing and the thing seems blur...

Was kinda scared that might end up wearing specs, or even that eye going blind again since I had an accident there years ago 0.0

But thank God after service today, the pain is now 99.5% cured, still got a bit pain, but it's barely noticible~ and my vision is back to it's perfect 100% accurate~ whew =)

Thank God =)

I found the reason why I found it hard to save money... been eating in Mamak lesser already, trying to stay away from cinema's and to use money as less as possible.. but mainly the problem came from me buying camera magazines... I've got too much of them, and if I counted them all together I think I can already buy a flash gun =)

I guess I got too over with it~ but their just so nice to read, and to see the pictures of the pro's and learning from them~ arrrgh~ but managed to resist buying a very nice magazine yesterday, sad but... I feel proud, another ringgit saved~!!

Oh ya, did you know those HK, Taiwan Photography magazines are more awesome than those Ang Mo magazines?? Maybe cause they have that kinda photography style that I like... donno... but it's darn expensive!! =.=
Felt rather depressed since yesterday after sitting down in MPH for an hour just reading those photography magazines, as I see the work, ideas and creativity of others I begun to compare on how far my pictures are compared to them, you just can't compare them even by a single percent!!

It's something that goes far beyond equipment, and if I wanna outdo myself I gotta start taking pictures that no one has taken before... but how?? Hmm... Frustrated...

I wanna get better... but how?? *Scratch head* facing a roadblock~~
It's really hot isn't it??? Not natural for even a Malaysian to endure such heat... what more would the Ang Mo's do??

I think now if we bring an Indian from India also he'll be complaining about the heat... it just isn't natural... something's not right...
I've just found out that I have too much baggage to carry back and forth from my house to college and back and so forth....

In order from Left to Right...

1. Bag for Clothes
2. Bag for Tripod
3. Bag for Laptop with french loaf
4. Bag for Camera
5. Bag for Guitar
6. Plastic Bag of Apples

Believe it or not I have to use them every week... and even mastering the skill of carrying them all together at the same time, shall show a picture on how I do it one day... but... man too much... gotta be a better way, maybe a bigger bag?? Maybe sacrifice a bag or two... hmmm....

Reality is striking as I look below~ ahh yes my tummy has grown beyond nature's natural cycle... gotta start working out, but since alot of people who stay here in my college are getting fat, even the girls... but just those who are staying in....

Wonder if it's the cook's food.... hmmm...... maybe it's the pork that she's always cooking... Grrr.... Shall go on a fast this week from her meals and see how things go~~ living on fruits and biscuits... oh Lord....
My good friend Christopher is back from his studies in Australia, he's finally a Pilot~ can fly a plane soon... maybe can get good discounts from him~ welcome back =)
Struggling to decide what to aim for next... I'd love a new lens for good picture quality, Thinking of a battery grip but not too keen on getting it YET... a KATA DR467 bag would be nice since it can store laptop + camera and still having some space, feels better too compared to my Bagman bag that gives me a backpain whenever I use it... dangerous... most probably getting myself a flash since it'll open up new doors for photography in using light and stuff... hmm....

But of course in the end I still have to save up for that... so for now it's just a fantasy...

Save money save money~ one at a time... don't rush...
Conteng my sermon notes too much d =)
I guess it's time to finally change my leather shoes?? It's been faithfully serving me under my feet for 2 whole years, and finally it has out-served itself... or maybe cause I've been abusing it by treating it like running shoes??? =P

But yeah... time to buy new shoes... sigh... there goes the money =.=
Mother installed for me new curtains in my room at home... which is good since it now totally blocks out all the sunrays from coming into my room, making my room feel dark and secure now... only problem is that it might affect my manhood and pride because of it's design.... 0.0

Errr... I guess that's all for now gua... haha... hmmm the time is 12:41am... maybe I'll watch a movie first before I sleep~ =)

Good night all =)