Sickness...

Urrrgh...

Woke up at 4-5am like that today with a huge stomach ache, but eventually I just went back to sleep, then today morning my body just didn't feel right... but either way I still went to church because I had to go for music practices, replacing one of the worship leader's for this Sunday... But then my condition didn't really get better, got a little worse... till after practice I couldn't stay back to work anymore and had to ask boss for a half-day leave... urrrgh...

Got home, collapsed and rested, slept till couldn't sleep anymore, haha but to cut the story short now I THINK I'm getting better, but somehow just kept on wondering what would happen to tomorrow's worship, whether I'd be healed by then to lead worship, or maybe might be too weak till an extend of needing someone else to take over for me.... mmmm

But in another way... somehow throughout this day I'm constantly reminded of the book of Job, that no matter what his situation may be like, no matter how bad the condition, he can still praise God through it all... I guess that too somehow comforts me to not worry about tomorrow, because no matter what the circumstances I too must learn to be like Job, to lift my hands and praise Him throughout whichever circumstances may come~

Not really sure how tomorrow may come, but one thing I'm sure of is that I have a God that's still above all things, and He is still in control of my life, and how weak I might be feeling now, still He deserves to be praised, whatever may come, I'm still gonna give glory to the one in the highest~

Like what I've shared to my cell group last night, there is more inside you than you think you know~ and though sometimes God doesn't give you a rose garden in your life (sometimes He does and He can do it) but no matter how, there IS a promise given to us that He will always give me the strength, just enough to keep going on, and on, and on~~

In a way I've posted a video too of a part of a sermon by Louie Giglio, that's my encouragement today~ whew =)

But keep me in prayers ya... that tomorrow I might have a perfect health to praise God's name and give Him my best =)